7.9.09

Happy ending.

I've watched this movie so many times.
Girl meets boy.
Boy treats girl like a princess.
Girl falls.
Boy doesn't.
Honestly, I'm sick of watching movie's with sad endings.
I mean, is there no such thing as Happy Ending's anymore?

4.9.09

before the storm



Standing out in the rain.
Your hair is wet, and the droplets of water slowly fall down your face.
It sure camflogages the tears that you think I can't see.
I'm in your mind, and I can see the images that you are reminising through.
I see the photobooths, all the akward poses, and funny faces.
I see the dinners, all the food placed out. The restaurants you brought me to were totally out of your price range, but you brought me anyways.
I see the fights we always had at night on the middle of your street, I would walk away.. pretending you were nothing, and run back 5 minutes later. Your arms were always my home.
I stood there speechless.
I'm flooded with all this pain that is brought from all this.
I just don't want the fire going out, ever.
; and I'm afraid if I don't leave now.
I'll be so tangeled up in a life with you.. that when you leave.
I'll be left alone. With noone.
I'd leave everyone behind, if I knew you would be there forever.
But of course, it's a secret you'll never know.

3.9.09

You know I never wanna hurt you.

I never meant to start a war.
This was uncalled for.
I don't, I can't figure out what we're even fighting about anymore.
Why does love always feel like battlefield these days?
I can't stand this.
I'll get my armour, and I'll get my shields.
I'm so ready to fight this.
I hope you are too.

2.9.09

don't you get it ?


I couldn't ask for anyone better than you.
And I can't stand when I'm not with you.
Knowing your out there without me there, scares me.
I have to protect you.
I let you out on your own before, and you forgot about me.
Now, that your memories back.
I'm not letting you go anywheree .

1.9.09

It's okay.


I just want you to know ,
when you don't want to come with me places, it makes me feel as if you don't want me around.As if I'm not good enough for you.
If I'm not what you want, letme know.
For you I'll change.
I'll be whatever you wantto be .
Just let me know what that is, and I'll be that.

quoootes

I'm mad at myself, not you. I'm mad for
always being nice. I'm mad for always
apologizing for things I didn't do.
I'm mad for getting attached.
I'm mad for depending on you and wasting my
time on you. I'm mad for thinking about you,
and most of all for not hating you when
I should have.



Truth is, you scare the shit out of me.
You make me feel as if I'm not alone.
Yet, I know any minute you have the ability to rip that feeling from me.
Truth is, I love you, and that in itself is scary enough

You used to .


You and I were perfect together and I was sick of you not noticing it.
You made me laugh when I was upset, You made me smile when no one else could. I mean, that's hard to find, well at least for me.
You'd sneak me into your house, and we'd watch scary movies while eating popcorn.
You'd come to the town carnival with me. And ride the ferris wheel as many times as I asked you. Even if you didn't want to go on it anymore.
When I was cold, you'd put up a fight to not give me your sweater, then give it to me anyways. I was always your number one.
You used to brag about me to all your friends, and all your friends wondered why?
You always invite me for family dinners, and to come over and watch comedies with you.
You hated my music type, and made fun of it most of the time.But, when I wanted to listen to it, you let me.
You always play fought with me, and tried to win.. but would never intentionally hurt me.
You would stay up everynight with me on the phone, just letting me know how important I was to you.
You were everything I wanted.
And to be honest .. you still are.
Please notice we belong together.