Frankly, I'm so sick of talking.

  I never knew that everything was falling through
That after all these months I'd still be calling you
To try to sell you on the thought of coming back to me.
All I know is I still feel the same way that I felt, so long ago.
I just want you back.

Everyone Here Believe's In Love, But You.

From the first time that I saw you
Looking like you did,
We were young,
We were restless,
Just two clueless kids.

We'd run down abandon roads holding hands,
We'd lay down in meadows, and look at the clouds.
We'd run home at dinner time, and your mother would tell us stories that seemed to never end.


You were my excitement,
My hope, and my faith.



If only I knew then what I know now,
I'd fall in love.

Twists In Modern Day FairyTales.

         

  "I know I said he wanted to leave,

                                                                                                 Honestly, I should admit I lied
                                                                                                                   I told him to leave."


"But.. 
   Mama,
           why?"
           


     " Because, when you love someone, 
                 with every beat of your heart,
                       with every breath that you take,
                                and every bone in your body,
                                           you really learn something..."


" And,
      What's that, 
               Mama?"


              " You learn sometimes,
                              in order to keep them
                                            safe and happy,
                                                    you have to let go of people.
                                                           Sometimes, goodbye's can be good.
                                  


"But, Mama,
       Didn't it hurt?
               Didn't you ever miss him?"
  


                        " Oh baby girl,
                                    Of course I miss him,
                                         Sometimes, I do dream of what could've happened.
                                                 But  I said goodbye to him. 
                                                        For you.
                                                                 So my baby girl,
                                                                         Could have the best life in the whole world,
                                                                                   He couldn't give you that.
                                                                                           Heck, 
                                                                                                  he couldn't even love me.
                                                                                                   Baby girl,
                                                                                                         All I ever wanted to 
                                                                                                                   give you was perfectness.
                                                                                                                         Because that's what you deserve.
                                                                                                                              I just wanted you to have that, 
                                                                                                                                   Picture perfect life, you always wanted.
                                                      




                                                                                                                        


 .... I'm so sorry I couldn't give it to you."


                                                                                                                             








                                                            


















                  

The most beautiful 17th birthday gift ever.

Hey Dad,
 
I love you this much,
And, i'm waiting on you, Do you love me too?




Looks like the waiting paid off,
looks like you love me too.

I'm still running from tomorrow.

You got me begging, begging.

Please don't go.

I don't know if you feel the way I do.

But, if you leave, I'm going to find you.

You weren't just another fish in the sea, to me.

We clutch, it isn't much but it's enough to make me wonder what's in store for us.

 All I know, is right here, and right now, I love you more then anything in the entire world.

But, oh course you won't listen anymore.

You could never see how much I fucking fought for you?

I tried to fucking prove it to you baby.

I tried my fucking best, to give you nothing but perfectness.

So fuck it, i'm leaving.

I'm done with your bullshit.

Have fun trying to find someone who actually give a damn, 

someone that'll put up with all you're scremo music crap,

someone who will make up stories for what happened to your hair,

someone who will put up with your fucking bullshit, and your non stop lies.

I hope you find someone who fucking makes you cry like i did,

Every damn night, I layed awake, tears on my pillow, trying to find a way to end this fucking fight.

But, I couldn't, cause I loved you,

I couldn't let you go,cause you were my fucking everything.

But, i've learnt something over the years.

EVERYONE LEAVES.

.

So You Better Hear Me Out This Much You Owe Me

I don't think he understands the sacrifices that I made
Maybe if this bitch had acted right, I would've stayed
But I've already wasted over half of my life,
I would've laid down and died for you,
I no longer cry for you,
No more pain bitch,
You took me for granted took my heart and ran it straight into the planet,
Into the dirt,
I can no longer stand it
Now my respect,
I demand it!
I'mma take control of this relationship
Command it, and i'mma be the boss of you now goddamnit!
And what I mean is that I will no longer let you control me!