I wish for the whole truth everytime you speak.

I just want you back.
I want your arms around me.
I want your hand to slowly grasp mine.
I want your heart.
I want your silly laugh.
I want your crocked smile.
I want you.




Now.

This time around, we'll fly together.

She's a constant laugher, and it's all his fault.
He's a picky eater, and she's the reason why.
She believed the truth, but he became the liar.
He believed in fairytales, she believed in reality.
She believed in love at first sight, he believed in no such thing.
I believed in you, You didn't know how to believe in me.
I wanted you to fly. I wanted you to soar through all those clouds, and live that life you deserved.
I tried flying, with your wings, but they just weren't working.
I needed my own, and I needed them fast.
Ebay didn't send them soon enough I guess.
Cause, you got to impatient, and so you soared off.
Weeks later, I found you.
Sitting outside my front porch.
You had taken your wings off, and you gestered for me to come sit down.
We chatted for a while, about your journey, and what it was like on the gound.
and you whispered " I don't want to fly, if your still on the ground".
It was then, we realized were in this together.
Forever.

I'm not falling all over again.

Those brown eyes, starring down at me. How could I explain how I was feeling? I couldn't. The emotions went through me like some kind of sickness. I wasn't sure, what, or how to feel. I sat across from you, starring at the tv like it was some kind of hypomiziter, but you were my main attraction. Everything went blurry when I looked at you. That's when the caution sign, began to light up. I had to becareful. I had you, and I lost you. We had fun while it lasted. We always had fun. Just I can't fall for you. Not again at least.

Sweetheart, admit you still want me.

I knew you weren't the most amazing boy, and you weren't the best looking, and sure, you weren't the smartest.You couldn't be more annoying if you tried,but you made me smile like noone else could, and you made me laugh so hard I could barely breathe, let's face it, that wasn't the only thing that left me breathless. That's the truth, you left me breathless, everyday. But, you're gone now. I'm not scared to face that fact anymore. I'm not afraid to live without you. There's someone else now. He may be a little farther then I would like, but he's not to far. Nothing's too far. I can deal with phone lines, of course I want to hold him, of course I want to I want to see him everyday, but just because I can't doesn't mean I'm going to give up on him. You may not see it the way I do. But he's alot of things that I want. He's well differant. He's not you. I'm sorry to say that, but it's true. I constantly fight with you. You constantly make me upset. I constantly fall for you. I constantly hate you. With him, it's differant. We have good talks, we aren't afraid of our feelings. I guess that's the biggest thing with you. I would be completely and utterly inlove with you - if you weren't afraid to realize it.
I know you still are. I know you still care.
Stop running away. Just admit it.
You love me.

I know you're where you need to be, even though it's not here with me.

I know it's been a long time we met. We walked quite a long path me, and you. For years, we laughed, smiled, and cried. Then, all of a sudden you went away. You feel asleep, for a long period of time. Your eyes shut and you were a body that once functioned. I was so clueless about death then. I thought you'd come back. I thought you were tired, and needed a couple days sleep. I realized soon after, I was wrong. You were gone. Gone. Forever. I had to be okay with that. But the thing was, I wasn't. Not at all. You were my papa. My hockey star. My dad. I know where you are is where you should be, but I miss you.
I looked up at the sky and for the first time in my life I saw how beautiful it really was, then I realized it's cause you're up there.
I miss you.

I'll be your safe ride home.

"We just don't care about each other,"I mumbled.

" I do. I care more about you than anyone. You are one of the most important people to me. Just because we aren't together doesn't mean that we don't care anymore." He said with anger in his tone.


You are right when you said that. Just because people aren't together does not mean that can't care. Just because people aren't together anymore doesn't mean they don't love each other. I care more about you than you could ever imagine. If you're crying, I'll cry too. If you're happy, I'm happy too. You control my emotions. It's funny to say, but it's true. If anythings ever wrong, please know I'll come running to help. You are still important to me. That is something I have to admit. I never knew our life would come to this, there's the truth. I thought we would be together, for at least a little longer than it lasted. But, maybe it was suppose to end up like this. One boy - One girl - Sharred a love, then became best friends. Maybe that's how the episode is suppose to end.

I don't know how to fight, but I'll draw blood tonight if somebody tries hurting you.

Have fun, is pretty much all I want to say right now.
Kiss her lips, grab her hips, I don't care anymore. Seriously.
I want to fall inlove, with my perfect dork.
Yeah, I said it. I want the dorkiest boy alive, and you measured up to that. I thought you were the most amazing, cutest dork alive. I loved you because you filled every thought I had of the perfect boy I could fall in love with. I had this whole plan for us, really I did- we would be together for months, fight contstantly, and then run into each other arms after 10 minutes of fighting.We would break up constantly, and then get back together. We would love each other to much to handle. But you ovbiously couldn't realize that. I loved you more than I could ever have known, but I had to let that love go. Because, you want anything, and everything you can get. You had something worth fighting for with me, but I don't think you liked the fighting. It's like you were at war, with no guns. Ovbiously it would die right?
Maybe our love was a war that could never be won, and I'm sorry it had to turn out that way.
Our soliders just couldn't fight this battle, let's get more troops out there.