Your Uncalled For Smile, Sure Made It A Long Way.

I've recently come to the realization of what comfortability really is, and what it is to finally let go. I've finally figured out what I've wanted to do, and what people I want to share my life with.
I've sang songs with differant hearts, and let go of people I know I cannot have in my life anymore.
Comfortability is knowing you're dreams are alot closer then you think, the part of the world when you suddendly realize heavens on earth, not that place people start to believe we go when we die. It's that place where everything you ever wanted and ever dreamed is in your reach, or in your hands. Letting go, is harder than you could've imagined. It's trying to erase pictures. The ink gets smuched, but you know the picture so well you remeber. Whether it be good or bad memories. You still remember. I've come to the fact, the past is the past. You were a great starter point to the rest of my life, but I've come to the fact your the beginging. Beginging of what I like the call : my life. You started my story, my wonderful life. You put me onto this rollercoaster, a rollercoaster I personally wasn't ready for. But, what I've decided is that because of you, I learnt what it was like to be on my own. Thank you for that. You helped me, and I don't regret having you in my life. But, letting go was the best thing for me. I as well as others are proud of me.
I've came to realization of what I want to do is everything I can do. Everything I want to do for the rest of my life, is capable. It is accomplishable, and I know that. The people that hold my secrets, and hold my thoughts lately, I've come to realization I'm comfortable. I need who I'm with, and for what I like to believe they need me. I'm becoming the person I've dreamt of, that girl who hide away. She's coming, and she's not afraid, and I'm excited for all of this to come.
 Thank you once-upon-a-time-stranger, you made my life come true.

You're Just Like The Picture, Baby,

Winnie The Pooh: You think we can find it? Piglet: No, I think he's gone..forever.

Truth is:

I'm scared this is the end.
And to be honest, I wouldn't be able to deal with that.

The Modern Day Fairytale.

We'll have our own love story.
I'll scream, and yell at you ; and you'll scream and yell back.
I'll cry in my treehouse, and you'll come apologize, because you know you're the cause of my tears.
I'll call you at 2am in the morning, and you'll answer, because you love hearing my voice.
I'll always worry about other girls talking to you, and you'll hate every other boy I talk to.
As, as we grow older we'll runaway together.
I'm not sure where, but we'll just go.
As long as you're with me, I don't care where I am.

" It's love story,baby just say yes?"

Heart's Cannot Break. They Just Suffer Undescribable Pain.

You always see someone's true side when alcohol leaks through there veins There eyes become fuller, and there voice become's less shaky. You see them laugh, and shine as if every worry of there disappers. Lies become something that never exsisted, and the truth seems completely acceptable. --

When alcohol rushed through your veins, I finally saw the boy you had been dying to show me. The part that was completely and utterly in love with me. You spoke words to me, that I never thought you'd hear from a little boy like you. As you slowly spoke, I slowly began to melt.

" Baby, I never wanna live without you, I wish you understood this. I want to fall asleep to your voice, and your silly laugh, and wake up to your beautiful smile, and silly hair. I may be young, and stupid, and honestly I know the feeling where you can't trust someone. Baby, I've had that so many times. But, I want you, here with me. Forever. Baby, I want to spend the rest of my life with you. My heart is addicted to you. Baby, I hold it all when I hold you, don't you ever forget that."

Each one of your words, echoed my ear drums, blasting towards the pit of my stomach, forcing an unrealistic amount of butterflies,and then bolted straight to my heart. It went on overdrive, and I started to become nervous, and excited, and everything in my head started to blur. Every moment before you was erased, and my memory consisted of all times I spent with you. Baby, I believe you. Our life together will be the most magical thing. I promise.

we're too good for the world, my dear.

We walked through the winter wonderland that had just occrued the night before, our fingers wrapped together. We talked about the future, how the rest of our lives would revolve around each other. I'd hold onto your whispers, and your soft compliments everyday. You'd keep my sweet smile in your heart. Baby, we were meant to be together - this is to show everyone wrong.

you promised that you'd never leave. you lied.

If I could back to where we left off, I would finally see your blue eyes starring right back into mine.I'd watch you're smile, turn to a frown, and I'd watch as you slowly waved goodbye. I never wanted to say so many things to someone. I've held onto your memories for so long. Your singing, and your late night walks. You and I have held onto everything as long as we could, but I've learnt time takes away everything. In time, your memory has faded.I've come to the fact you're never coming home, it's time to close the doors and turn the lights off. Goodbye my former lover. It was nice while it lasted. But this, is the final goodbye.