A pair of startled faces.

" Then you took me by surprise and said "Hi, 
remember me?"
 I almost wanted to lie.
I  said

" Are you crazy?
How could I forget? "

Ain't nothing that I'm saying wrong.

"There ain't nothing that could compare to my baby, and nobody could ever come between us."

I Hate You For What You Are.

                                                                                                                                           

                                                        Nights like these, I worry.

My stomach toss and turns, and goosebumps slowly creep to every area of my body.

I feel your presence, whether I want to admit it or not.

I can feel your hair slowly brush against my face, and I quickly move. I try to push your ghost away.

I feel your hand slowly grasping mine. I clench my hands.  Making sure I'm holding onto nothing. No commitments. No home. I look in the mirror, and your eyes are starring me down. I'm beginning to feel broken inside.

 Look what you've done? 

I feel your hands trying to grab at my ankles. I scream. I close my eyes and  try to erase the image. 

I cry. Tears pour down my face. I take a breathe trying to ease the pain. It does nothing.

I don't think anyone has ever been in this state of insanity. This state of loneliness. 

Ever promise is now lies. Every smile makes me cry.  

Every human being is another emotionless walking figure. 

Another fucking emotionless walking figure that I can't stand to look at.

The smiles. The laughs. My head is spinning.

I'm not shaking.

I'm not speaking

I'm not alive.

I fall.

Both Of Us, Knew All Along.

Suddenly, I don't know what I'm doing, and I'm lost in my train of thought.

I'm floating over your bed and I can feel everything.
My breath is heavy, and my eyes are sewn shut.
My hands are slowly discovering you're perfect body.
My emotions run deep, and you take over my every thought.
I slowly grab my heart out of my chest, and lay it in you're hands.
A promise is made. Forever.


Suddenly, I know what's been done, and what's been said, but I cannot move a thing. 


My brain is overpowered and all words have been turned into goo.
I slowly grab my purple v neck t-shirt, and stare at you.
Your eyes glare into mine. This is where our future sits. Deep within our dark pupils.

I've finally found my home. That itself, is breathtaking.

Together, Forever Baby.

To be honest, I think we're going to conquer the world together,

I Was Contructed For You, And You Were Molded For Me.

It's been 4 months, 1 week, and 1 day since you asked me if I could be one of the biggest part of your life.
It's been 3 months, 10 days, since the first time you delivered words I thought I'd never hear.
It's been 1 month and 10 days since I let you take away the key to my body.
It's been 3 weeks since you first told me you wanted to make me your wife.
It's been 2 weeks since your best friends told me how much I mean to you.
It's been 1 week since we last fought, over absolutly nothing.
It's been 3 days since you last mentioned your ex -girlfriend.
It's been 2 days since you told me you loved me in a differant language.
It's been 1 day since you told me you adored me.
It's been 22 hours since you last told me you were glad you met me.
It's been 3 hours since you last told me you loved me.
It's been 30 seconds since I last thought about losing you.
It's been 1 second since I came to the conclusion that you were made for me.


I was contructed for you, and you were molded for me.
 I love you baby.

Your Uncalled For Smile, Sure Made It A Long Way.

I've recently come to the realization of what comfortability really is, and what it is to finally let go. I've finally figured out what I've wanted to do, and what people I want to share my life with.
I've sang songs with differant hearts, and let go of people I know I cannot have in my life anymore.
Comfortability is knowing you're dreams are alot closer then you think, the part of the world when you suddendly realize heavens on earth, not that place people start to believe we go when we die. It's that place where everything you ever wanted and ever dreamed is in your reach, or in your hands. Letting go, is harder than you could've imagined. It's trying to erase pictures. The ink gets smuched, but you know the picture so well you remeber. Whether it be good or bad memories. You still remember. I've come to the fact, the past is the past. You were a great starter point to the rest of my life, but I've come to the fact your the beginging. Beginging of what I like the call : my life. You started my story, my wonderful life. You put me onto this rollercoaster, a rollercoaster I personally wasn't ready for. But, what I've decided is that because of you, I learnt what it was like to be on my own. Thank you for that. You helped me, and I don't regret having you in my life. But, letting go was the best thing for me. I as well as others are proud of me.
I've came to realization of what I want to do is everything I can do. Everything I want to do for the rest of my life, is capable. It is accomplishable, and I know that. The people that hold my secrets, and hold my thoughts lately, I've come to realization I'm comfortable. I need who I'm with, and for what I like to believe they need me. I'm becoming the person I've dreamt of, that girl who hide away. She's coming, and she's not afraid, and I'm excited for all of this to come.
 Thank you once-upon-a-time-stranger, you made my life come true.