12.8.09

If only.



I've gotten so wrapped up in your words that not hearing them seems wrong.
It seems as if the world has turned the other way, and gravity keeps pulling me into the past,to the last time we talked.
I start to get scared, and I freak out.
Because you're not around.
I don't have the courage to come to tell you that I want you home.
When I attempt to, it's like my mouth is sewn shut, and nothing in my brain makes sense.
The word dictonary that my brain had developed begins to come to moosh, and nothing makes sense.
Words then become mumbles, and you don't really understand why I'm in such state of being.
If only you knew ..

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