30.7.09

Can't say.


I just wish I could say it,
But I can't and I won't.
My lips are sealed.

Doctor please, I need help.


Doctor,
I can't this.
Your ex-rays must be wrong, this heart of mine is defiantly broken, and I'm finding it hard to breath.
I can't stand knowing he's not around anymore. I'm scared of the world without him. I sit in my house, and I'm afraid to get out.
I don't know what would happen if I left, cause he wouldn't be there anymore.
I cry myself to sleep, and I wake up crying cause he's not there anymore.
I don't wake up to him anymore.
The headache won't go away. It's as if everything he said to me before he left is stuck in my head and it just won't go away.
Doctor, what do I do?
I can't handle this.
I can't handle the love bug anymore.

Dear stranger..




Dear Stranger,
Hello my darling,I wonder if you remember my face.
I wonder if you remember everything we shared?
The walks in the park, the talks 'till dark,
Well, all I know of you now, is your living life without me now.
And I hope your happy.
Parts of me miss you, but parts of me are glad your gone.
Goodbye Stranger.

You can't do this.


You are a liar. A betrayer.
That's what you are, and for a very long time you will be that.
The truth was all I wanted. It was all I ever wanted.
But, no. You had been so tangled in your life of lies, that you thought this could just be part of the web. Part of the web you call home.
Your whole life was set with this terrible lies you had taught yourself to live by.
You lied about home, you lied about friends, you told people unnecessary stories.
You aren't what I thought you were.
I thought you were at least a friend.

29.7.09

Look back ;


Just a few things to live by.

1. Always smile.There's nothing to be afraid anymore.

2. Be honest, and don't hesitate on anything.

3. Don't let someone tell you , you're not beautiful. You are and you always will be.


You're life is just beginning, you ready for the ride.
Strap yourself in, and get ready.
It begins .. Now.

28.7.09

Sweet Sixteen.


I think this will be one of the best years of my life.

27.7.09

Every summer.


You always seem to be my main attraction in the summer heat.
And honestly, I hope you are ever summer.
I hope we fall in love every summer for the rest of my life.