Doctor please, I need help.

Doctor,
I can't this.
Your ex-rays must be wrong, this heart of mine is defiantly broken, and I'm finding it hard to breath.
I can't stand knowing he's not around anymore. I'm scared of the world without him. I sit in my house, and I'm afraid to get out.
I don't know what would happen if I left, cause he wouldn't be there anymore.
I cry myself to sleep, and I wake up crying cause he's not there anymore.
I don't wake up to him anymore.
The headache won't go away. It's as if everything he said to me before he left is stuck in my head and it just won't go away.
Doctor, what do I do?
I can't handle this.
I can't handle the love bug anymore.