I Hope You Find This.: 04.10

30.4.10

You Aren't A Survival Tool.

You took what you want, and you left me behind. So here we are again, knowing this mess will never end. So, I think its just time to let go. It's time to say goodbye. I'll leave all the memories of you behind. I will not wait for you anymore. I can't waste my whole life waiting. I will not begin to fight agaisnt a war I know I will never win. I can't be a hero.I won't safe you from the drugs you've grown addicted to, and I won't safe you from the alchohol you drink to take the pain away. This will be the last tear I cry for you. you need to understand you've taken everything from me.You took my strength, my hope, and even more so, you took my life with you.and the worse thing you could do, you did. you've taked love away from me. I'm not wasting my time on you anymore. So, goodbye.

29.4.10

We'll Walk Together, No Matter The Weather.

" I thought I'd never see you're sweet face again." A whisper says from behind me. There you stand. Your beautiful brown eyes full of water. My eyes were starstrucked of your beautiful being."I thought I lost you.." I manage to spit out. It it now my turn to cry. You join me near the waterfront, and we just sit there. Taking in this moment and how beautiful it was to see each other again. You smiled and I kissed you. It was beautiful. The way it happened. " I knew in my heart, you'd come back to me, my beautiful girl". Your cheecks turn pink and you keep talking. " I thought I lost you when you ran away to try and find me. I thought I'd never see your sweet face again.. Back then, I turned around and you were gone, and on and on the days went. I couldn't go one day without thinking about you, thinking about how much I missed you. How bad I wish I couldve been with been with you. Now, I got you and I'm keeping you close, because just like you thought you lost me, I thought I lost you too.