17.8.10

Light A Way - He is We ( This Song Must Have Been Written For Us)

The morning’s here, and we’re still caught up in the night.
The sky was clear, and everything felt right.
Our time is short, but I’m sure I’ll see you soon.
We’ll take another walk along the bridge, and underneath the moon.

What a find, If I could I’d hit rewind and replay.
All the moments that I wished, I could’ve called you mine.
And tonight, I pray.
Light a way, on my love.
Light a way, from above.
Shine it down, lead me home,
Back to him.
A night away, and we’ve got a few to go.
And I’ve mastered the art of missing, and my smile lacks a glow.
That you showed me how to shine that very night.
We were entwined, Oh God how I wish you were mine.
And tonight, I pray.
Light a way, on my love.
Light a way, from above.
Shine it down, lead me home,
Back to him.
Bring me back to him.
Now I lay me down to sleep, I pray my heart you choose to keep.
And if I die before I wake, all of me is yours to take.
If I don’t see you again, It’d take all I have within.
Maybe I’ll just stay awake, I think I’ll just stay awake.
Light a way, on my love.
Light a way, from above.
Shine it down, lead me home,
Light a way, on my love.
Light a way, from above.
Shine it down, lead me home.

14.8.10

My Tired Heart Is Beating So Slow.







I hung up the phone tonight,
and as usual, I felt the same thing I've been trying to ignore happened, again.
The rush, unbearable. The butterflies, unreal.
I wish I could tell you, somehow spit the words out of my mouth.
But, I can't do it.
I barely admit it to myself these days.
I don't understand why I keep running from the truth, because honestly, all I ever do is think about you.
I don't know if I'm crazy, or if maybe this is it? Maybe this is love.
Maybe this is what I've been looking for.
 Perhaps I found you.
Do you ever catch you're breathe when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
I feel like, we need to take the chance, 
because I feel like maybe, just maybe we could make this last forever.
Take a look at me, and now take a look at you.
This could be perfect if we gave it a shot.
I promise. 
Just give me a shot, I promise you won't be let down.

12.8.10

Look At The Stars And How They Shine For You









I watch the sun go back to bed, waiting for the darkness to cover the light blue sky.
I wait, and I wait. I usually get really impatient, so I start dancing with the fireflies.
We dance, and we sing until the black cover finally covers the sky.
When it does, The fireflies lead me to a place where I met you.
The fireflies fly around your face, and your glowing.
You blush, and we both smile. The fireflies soon leave, and we're on our own now. 
We walk, and talk about space, and what's beyond all of us. 
We finally decided to lay down, and we stare at the stars, and we count them.
One, two, three.
But, I get lost in thought. I stare at you. 
Here it comes. All of a sudden, I feel like the fireflies all flew into my stomach, and my heart is on overdrive.
I try to relax. You then look at me, and point to the sky, and say 
" Hey look!"
A shooting star crosses the sky.
"Quck make a wish!" 
You whisper in my ear.

- My wish :  I won't ask for much. Ever. I just want him.


But wishing's just no good, 'cause I just know you won't see me the way I wish you would.
" So, what did you wish for?"
 You turn your head and look at me.
You're pretty blue eyes hypotize me.
" It won't come true if I tell you"
 I slowly respond.
" Well, if you don't tell me how am I suppose to make it come true? "
I blush.  You always do know what to say don't you?
" You don't need to make it come true. It's not your responsibility."
Then, you said this.
The word's I'll never forget ever. 

" I thought that's what you did when you were in love with someone. Try to make all there dreams and wishes come true.
Excuse me, if I was wrong. I've never been in love before.. you're the closest I've ever had.. and I don't want to lose this."












8.8.10

Frankly, I'm so sick of talking.









  I never knew that everything was falling through
That after all these months I'd still be calling you
To try to sell you on the thought of coming back to me.

All I know is I still feel the same way that I felt, so long ago.
I just want you back.



4.8.10

Everyone Here Believe's In Love, But You.





















From the first time that I saw you
Looking like you did,
We were young,
We were restless,
Just two clueless kids.

We'd run down abandon roads holding hands,
We'd lay down in meadows, and look at the clouds.
We'd run home at dinner time, and your mother would tell us stories that seemed to never end.


You were my excitement,
My hope, and my faith.



If only I knew then what I know now,
I'd fall in love.

Twists In Modern Day FairyTales.

         






  "I know I said he wanted to leave,
                                                                                                 Honestly, I should admit I lied
                                                                                                                   I told him to leave."


"But.. 
   Mama,
           why?"
           


     " Because, when you love someone, 
                 with every beat of your heart,
                       with every breath that you take,
                                and every bone in your body,
                                           you really learn something..."


" And,
      What's that, 
               Mama?"


              " You learn sometimes,
                              in order to keep them
                                            safe and happy,
                                                    you have to let go of people.
                                                           Sometimes, goodbye's can be good.
                                  


"But, Mama,
       Didn't it hurt?
               Didn't you ever miss him?"
  


                        " Oh baby girl,
                                    Of course I miss him,
                                         Sometimes, I do dream of what could've happened.
                                                 But  I said goodbye to him
                                                        For you.
                                                                 So my baby girl,
                                                                         Could have the best life in the whole world,
                                                                                   He couldn't give you that.
                                                                                           Heck, 
                                                                                                  he couldn't even love me.
                                                                                                   Baby girl,
                                                                                                         All I ever wanted to 
                                                                                                                   give you was perfectness.
                                                                                                                         Because that's what you deserve.
                                                                                                                              I just wanted you to have that, 
                                                                                                                                   Picture perfect life, you always wanted.
                                                      




                                                                                                                        


 .... I'm so sorry I couldn't give it to you."