Where did the time go? Where did we go? ..

Missing someone isn't that much of a choice, you can miss them when you're asleep, and you can miss them when you're awake. But the worst way to miss someone is when that person's right next to you, when you're sitting next to them watching them, talking to them and realizing things have changed, wondering why and how they've become someone totally different in such a short amount of time

It can't be forever, can it?

I’m just so sorry that you can’t believe me anymore. You said I was a worthless person. I know I am. Just, talk to me. I can’t live with this silence.

Whenever you're world starts crashing down, that's when you'll find me.

" I'll always look up to you, and not because your taller then me, but because you're everything I've always wanted to be. You've always inspired me. It scares me to think you're giving up on me. You know why? Because you are everything to me. You keep me grounded. I can't handle you walking away. Look, I'm sorry for breaking all the promises, and I'm sorry I'm not the easiest to handle. But I promise you, although I have all those flaws, a part of me, always tries to make you proud. I've always, only wanted to make you proud of me. I wanted to feel like you fought for something. I want you to feel like I'm not just another let down.. Please believe me. Don't give up.. not yet anyways"

Move again, and I'll beat the shit out of you.

"You're fucking horrible, you're such a mess. A walking disaster. A fucking twat. You're worth nothing. Oh what are you doing, looking at yourself again? Aren't you such a beauty? .. kidding bitch. You look horrible today.. You always do. Why re apply the makeup if you can't hide that fucking monster within you anyways? You hate your fucking reflection don't you? I don't blame you, I'd hate it to if I were you."

It's to late to say your sorry baby.

I apologize.

But I don't think enough apologies can fix the total mental damage.. I wish I could change your life. To fix all the wrong things. Things that no one should be forced to go through. Things that no one should have to live with... Just to see a smile on your face. I'd fix everything for you. Even if it meant getting hurt in the process.