and this piece, just doesn't want to fit the puzzle.

god, why?
why didn't i realize this before you came in? before a boy, who deserves a chance came in?
we didn't work out, and i hated you for that. made me believe you were nothing i gave you.
i could barely look at you, and speaking to you wasn't even an option, that's when he came in.
he was always there, to listen, to talk to. he was what you were. and i feel for him. i'm with him now, but it doesn't feel the way i want it to. sure, he's amazing. but, you, i always thought you were amaazing. i liked you since the day i first talked to you, i don't remember when that was, exactly. but i know it was the best conversation i had. i hate to admit it, but maybe .. i need you, way more then i think i do. maybe.. i'm scared of the word love, .. maybe .. i'm scared ...
scared of being with someone besides you.