i just want to make you proud, and i will.

I have to try this time.
I'm changing everything around, I promise.
I'm done falling.
I'm ready to get back to reality.
I'm coming, so look out.
I might be there faster then you think.
It's harder then it looks, but I'll try.
I'll try as hard as I possibly can.
I want you to be proud of me. I want you to trust me.
Believe me, I'm trying for you.
No one else.